Feast of St. Terese, On the Choir loft…

September 28, 2015

I always feel very self-conscious when I am with music. For me, music is always the things that I feel in love with , but never to able to get close with it.  The story between me and my journey toward music just like the story of the toad and the princess, but I never really get the chance to be “kissed” by princess. So I am still a “toad”….


Thanks God for a very blessing 2014.

January 3, 2015

It has been a while that I have not written in my blog. It might be because that I am too busy with my work with naught kids. However, I feel that the main reason is that I have too much feeling about something so great that I cannot really say anything about it. I had to say that my life in 2014 was very blessing. I was not very…


Students and I, and I and God

June 10, 2014

It is a great headache when you have naughty students, while recently, when I am dealing with them,  I suddenly feel a strong contrast between my students and I and I and God.  This contrast makes me realize how GREAT God is! ” How many times you have not done your homework? do you still expect that  I will forgive you???”  Miss zhu said to her students. ” No matter…


Reflection and Thanks be to God: Goodbye 2013

January 1, 2014

2013 was a busy year.. I transferred my life from STL to China , and to rural China. The beginning of 2013 was a really sad: I lost my job and my boyfriend at the same time.. I felt that I was at the bottom of my life. The lowest moment in the life always gave one a important lesson. Sometimes, you know, you can only rely on God, and…